wow that's def an alias filled background :) long time no update so i guess i should say im havin a lot of fun here tho it's really busy cause i got my stupid five classes plus i work :P haha ive been sucking it up at work tho- i barely do five hours a week :P o wellz... miss all my buddies at home (aka u UT ppl) and of course the scattered texans :P haha i wish i was back in the warmth but luckily the weather has been pretty nice here for the past couple of days so it's not too bad :) so here i am on a fri afternoon sitting in the library... i feel like such a nerd! haha i thought id do some work so i could go out tonite but im not in the mood anymore... which is weird cause i was in such a good mood earlier today cause i hopefully raped the stats midterm :P haha but i dont kno, sometimes you talk with people and then you just get out of that whole crazy party mood and you go back to your sad, let's just sit at home and cry mood... blah. okay well not sit and cry but still... i was really excited bout goin out and now i just lot that excitement- i guess it's cause we all have different definitions of going out and havin fun... mine includes dancing and chilling with friends but i feel not everyone's does. i guess i sometimes feel so different from others and then it's like im not even sure what's going on...o wells okay best not to delve into this :) im gonna go study! haha the whole reason im at the libs rite? cept im freezing my ass off! grrr! :)